Will be having my band camp from Monday, 29th December '08 till Wednesday, 31st December '08 If there's anything, just leave me a message on my phone, tagboard or an offline message to my msn.. Thanks :]

Well, today's Christmas.. Merry Christmas to all and may the new year ahead be a joyous year ! :] So, went to TM with Zhi Kian.. Passed her the bear which I bought for her.. Hais.. After that, walked around.. Ate at Long John Silvers'.. Then played at the arcade.. Haha.. Nothing much to be done... So bored.. Should have planned my two whole months of holiday properly.. Had been wanting to work out, but had no time.. Had alot of things in my hand... Band practices, work, band practices, work.. Hais... So, at around 5.23 pm, we took MRT home.. That's all.. Yea...

Went to CS, watched 'Yes Man' with Zhi Kian, Bing Chao, Jeffrey, Zhao Xun.. Damn funny and quite a stupid show.. Haha.. But, damn.. Had real fun watching it.. :D

Hais... Went to Ying Jie's place.. Then went to have lunch at MacDonalds.. After that, walked around Bedok Interchange, went to NTUC, bought snacks.. Walked home.. Then, went to play basketball with Chu Han.. Then went to Bedok 85 Market to take his house key from his dad... Then walked home...

Went to meet up with my dad.. Haha.. After that, went to slack at his sister's place, my aunt.. Watched TV all the way till 10 pm.. xD When we reached my aunt's place, she wasn't in.. So, she came back at around 8 pm.. Then, my uncled change the channel of the SCV.. Watched a soccer match.. Thailand VS Indonesia.. Lols ! That was my first time watching a soccer match till it ended.. xD So, Thailand won.. 2 against 1. Haha.. While watching, took two pills of Panadol as I'm having a flu.. Panadol with Coke Light.. xD So, went home at 10 pm.. Showered, had dinner and using the com..

Eyes are heavy... Really need my sleep... Need a long long sleep.. Hais.. Well, had a great day of working today.. Finally saw Chun Xiong.. Haha.. It's been a long time since I've last seen him.. Was rather surprised that this year's sale of books for the new batch of sec ones was rather quick.. But along the way, had some mistakes.. E.g. didn't put the mother tongue language books in the bag.. So, it ended at around 10.57 am ?.. xD So, we slacked till 2.30 pm.. Haha.. Had to wait for the two aunties to finish their work.. Counting the money etc.. Damn, the other auntie, I would rather not call her an 'aunty'.. Haha.. She looks as if she's in her 20's.. Damn ! Haha.. Still looks so young... Pretty also uh.. Hahaha.. Well, after that, auntie Eunice brought us to KFC to treat us for the wonderful job we'd done.. After that, went around Bedok with Zhi Kian and Chu Han.. Bought two polos from Giordano.. Orange and Pink xD Then Chu Han bought his belt.. After everything's bought, walked home.. Till then...

Today had band... Played 'Overture Jubiloso' for a whole day.. Not bad uh.. From Bar A to Bar Z.. Haha.. But trombone section is getting weaker and weaker.. Hais.. Well, finally Wilson came back ! :D Hahaha.. Missed him uh.. It's been such a long time since he came back.. So, combined music for a whole day till 5 pm.. So, after band went to 'Tropical', bought a drink and went home...

Bored~ -_________- Went for work today... Saw the whole band except for trombone section.. How great is that ?! Every section had their sectionals planned and done during the holidays but what about the trombone section ?.. Hais.. BWG.. After work, went home with Zhi Kian coming over to my place.. Looks like Bing Chao was right... I really need my sleep... Hais..

Yawning every single day.. Didn't sleep well or rather can't sleep ?.. Been working for the past 5 days.. Weekends and Weekdays.. Each a different job.. Hais...

Went for work at school's bookshop.. The day was great.. Had lots of packing to be done.. It took us till 4 pm.. While working, saw the band.. Flute section, Clarinet section, Trumpet section, French Horn section, Percussion section... They had sectionals.. So, Mr.Poh, Norman, Edwin, Boo Keong and Aidil came by to help them out.. Hais.. I really am speechless and quite disappointed with the band.. Can say so ? Why ? No respect, no discipline.. Hais.. I really want to help the band but.. Whenever I did any action towards the band, the graduated seniors would tell me not to do anything.. Let the Commitee members and SLs do the job.. Hais.. But can anyone tell me, what are they doing ? I can't see them doing it.. I can only see the majors.. What for have the commitee members and SLs ? What for have them when they don't help the majors ? Let the majors do the work then... Hais.. I really, feel like giving up... But I won't.. You'll all see... Hais... After work, Zhi Kian took his pay today to buy some stuffs.. We went to Bedok Interchange to buy his jacket.. Then went to Sheng Shiong.. Then went home...

Sleepless nights, working through the weekends and weekdays.. Work was okay...
After work yesterday, went home, used the com... Then, going to watch 'Twilight' with my Aunt at 11.30 pm.. 'Twilight' is damn damn cool ! You guys ought to watch it... Haha.. It's just beyond words.. Haha..

Arghhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our story has ended... Hais.. Argh ! The fault lies with me... It's all my fault.. I'm sorry... Hais.. Argh !!

Will be working on weekdays and weekends... Hais...



想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪

Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing

点点头承认自己会怕黑

Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark

我只求 能借一点的时间来陪

I only wish that you can spare some time for me

你却连同情都不给

But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy

想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没 是

Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界 好象只有我疲惫

It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回

Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

Just wish that desperation will go away



天灰灰 会不会

The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁

Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味

The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界 将被摧毁 也许事与愿违 (也许事与愿违)

My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎

Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑 梦违背 有谁肯安慰

The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁

My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是...

Maybe being blue is…



想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没

Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界 好象只有我疲惫

It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回

Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

Just wish that desperation will go away



天灰灰 会不会

The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁

Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味

The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
Maybe being blue is ~ another sort of beauty

Today was the big day, R.O.D.. The sec 4s will be officially graduated from band, the Committee members and SLs will be officially chosen today.. So, had two rehearsals.. After the second rehearsal, we waited till everyone came.. At around 3.30 pm, some numbers of the Alumnis, sec 4s and the parents of the band members came... Then, we sat and waited till 4 pm.. At 4 pm, was what we've been waiting for.. Formed up outside the School hall.. Then marched in and formed our block.. The awards were then given out, section by section, department by department.. After that was our performance, our dance.. Then was 'Auld Lang Syne'.. After that, had some refreshments, took section photos.. Then it was time to clear up.. It was just a heap of mess.. The hall, the backstage, the music room.. After everything was cleared up, we were dismissed.. Then, went to bubble tea shop with Wei Jian, Ying Jie, Zhao Xun... In the end, the shop was closed, so we sat outside the clinic and bought drinks from 7-eleven.. After buying, slacked for awhile then went to bus stop.. The bus came and Ying Jie didn't know where he had left his wallet at, so I took the bus first, leaving Ying Jie and Zhao Xun... So, now.. I'm freaking sleepy~~ But what the heck, today's Saturday which means that I'll be spending the whole night till 3 am, watching Channel 8 :D

Today's our big big 2nd month anniversary.. Due to R.O.D, we can't go out.. Hais.. I Love You Baby (:

Had band today.. Sectional music till lunch break, then left our instruments and chairs in the music room.. After lunch, rehearsed for R.O.D.. Then, rehearsed till 4 pm.. Went to 'Tropical' bought a drink and then walked home.. Woots ! xD On the way home, walked passed 'Long John Silver's' and some two motherfuckers wanted to create trouble with me.. Come on bitches.. Have you all nothing better to do than creating trouble with people ?..

Went to meet Khairuddin with Ibrahim to borrow marching shoes from him.. Cycled all the way even though it rained heavily and claps of thunder were everywhere, we just cycled on.. Damn it's FUN :D Hahaha xD Cycling under is just perfect FUN :D

Had band practice today.. Had sectional marching in the morning.. For about an hour or so.. Then, set up the stuffs for R.O.D.. Rehearsed for R.O.D up till 12 pm.. Had to perfectise our marching as it's very very sloppy.. So, marched and marched and marched.. Non-stop but had breaks in between and it was fun ! :D Finally, after some band practices, today's practice was just great, making me sweat, sticky and smelly.. Hahhaa :D But, I felt rather queasy after shouting while marching on the spot.. But hey, I don't care :D Push myself to persevere on.. xD Then, after practice, went to 'Tropical' and bought my drink and some finger food.. After that, went back to the music room to take my uniform as UIC will be doing the uniform changes.. After everthing was done, me, Wah Jing, Ming Kwang, Zhao Xun, Elham, Joel, Aidil, He Tong and Aswan went to the fitness corner.. Haha.. Played around then we had a game.. After that, went home.. Then, went to 'Bedok Corner' to have dinner with dad.. Went home and now, blogging...


Fuck off all of you.. Who are all of you ?.. I don't even care whether you're family or not.. Just fuck off.. Or I'd rather I go.. Get out from all of your fucking life.. I've been thinking of running away from home.. Hmmm.. Why not ?.. I won't have to see all of your fucking faces ! xD That's a good choice for me.. Or why not I stay at the hostel ? More zai right ? xD

Today, nothing much happened.. Went to Zhao Xun's place to return him his file and help him out with Logistic stuffs.. So, I had nothing to do and I played with his keyboard.. Haha.. Played around with the effects, rythms, tones.. Decided to go to MacDonald's for lunch.. So, called Ibrahim over as he wanted to slack with me.. We waited for him and waiting for him was like for half an hour or so ?.. Lols.. So, went to MacDonald's, ordered a McFlurry, then called my father as he'll be bringing me and my brother out for dinner.. So, went home straight away.. After reaching home, it started to drizzle then it rained heavily.. Used the com for awhile and chatted with Baby (: Then, went to have my hair cut.. Then, went home, showered and watched 'zhuan jiao yu dao ai' then used the com, chat with Baby once more till now (: haha.. I just love her so much~ (: So, now I'm starting to rot already..

Be a volunteer for the "Life Transformers" on Channel 8 ?.. ><
Damn... So tired.. ><