Had band today, an exchange programme held at Chun Cheng High. A total of 6 schools. Had combined music, then Bedok Town came in followed by Ahmed Ibrahim after that. Had alot of people. It was fun seeing alot of band members combining music. Seeing new faces, making friends with them. Then, it was time for each school to perform. Overall, was ok but for 'Overture Jubiloso', always rush. Hais.. When will we ever change ? What's the use of playing when we don't watch the conductor ? Anyway, I don't even know where is my file right now. Gave it to Hyun Jun early this morning and now it's gone ! Argh ! Two birthday cards and scores in there ! Argh ! After lunch, had combined sectional. It was fun again. Haha. Having band members which we don't even know, could make us learn something out of it. We could listen to one another's playing. So, after that we had another performance. Then, went back to Ping Yi. Kept instruments, dismissed, went to 'Tropical' but it was closing, thanks to me, Uncle opened it to sell us drinks only. Haha. Then, took bus with the band members. Laughed all the way. Haha.


I have my own particular sorrows, loves, delights; and you have yours. But sorrow, gladness, yearning, hope, love, belong to all of us, in all times and in all places. Music is the only means whereby we feel these emotions in their universality.

Had band today. A whole day of sectional music. DId I Recommend throughout the whole day till 5 pm. Then combined in the music room, did I Recommend, then went to the hall and played both 'Overture No.1' and 'Overture Jubiloso'. Then, dismissed. Received another birthday card from the band. Haha. Thanks PYMB.

Went to the gym after school. Nothing to do at all. All of my buddies have now graduated and went to their respective schools. If they were here, then it'll be fun. Hahaha. Miss seeing them at the canteen after I'm dismissed from school. Haha.


Yesterday, slacked with He Tong, Fakhrina, Yu Shen, Nameerah and Shafikah. Went to the gym and saw He Tong and Yu Shen inside. Then, after some time, Nameerah came followed by Fakhrina and Shafikah after an hour later. After that, went to borrow a ball from the P.E teacher. Played dodgeball, fun playing with the Co. Then, went home at 6.30 pm.



I can’t believe I’m standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can’t you see…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

I thought it was over
I thought I could move on
But I was wrong
I woke up last night
Calling your name

Feeling the blame baby
Thought I could quit you but
I still miss your love

What was I thinking
Thinking that I could still
Walk down the street
Without you by my side
Or make it through one night
Alone I lied
I said a lot of things
I didn't really mean
How can I make you see
What matters most to me
Girl I shoulda known it
I couldn't last a moment without you

You've got every right
To turn and walk away
I can't make you stay
I broke your heart
I wasted so much precious time baby
I see you with your friends
Wearing a smile again

What was I thinking
Thinking that I could still
Walk down the street
Without you by my side
Or make it through one night
Alone I lied
I said a lot of things
I didn't really mean
How can I make you see
What matters most to me
Girl I shoulda known it
I couldn't last a moment without you

Thought I could quit you
But I still miss your love

What was I thinking
Thinking that I could still
Walk down the street
Without you by my side
Or make it through one night
Alone I lied
I said a lot of things
I didn't really mean
How can I make you see
What matters most to me
Girl I shoulda known it
I couldn't last a moment without you
Oh girl I shoulda known it
I couldn't last a moment
Without you



This song really suits my mood right now...
Woke up at 6 am, went for jogging till 8 am. Went home and went back to sleep. Hahaha xD Then, woke up at 10.30 am, watched TV till 2 pm, then went to the gym.. Went home at 4 pm.. Bought some tidbits before heading home.. Nothing much to do at home.. Watched Channel U till 7 pm.. Showered, ate dinner and used the com..

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."






Went to bai nian with Zhi Kian and Co. Went to Zhi Kian's place first then went to walk around the area.. Slacked at someplace then went to slack at coffee shop nearby blk 126. Then went to Peter's place.. After some time, went to Hong Xiong's place. Watched 'Little Nonya's Big Reunion' there as well.. After that, went downstairs to meet Jess, then they went to blk 79 leaving me, Zhi Kian and Chu Han.. Then went to my place and went to 'Cheers' to buy some tidbits.. Slacked for awhile then went home... Zhi Kian and Chu Han went to blk 78 to slack with the rest of the Co.


Should I give up ? I see no point...

Woke up at 8 am.. Watched 'Japan Hour' till 8.30 am, then showered and changed.. Ate a lil' bit of breakfast and went to the gym.. Meeting up with Khairuddin, Asyraf, Ibrahim and Gowtham.. So, Asyraf left after an hour and a half of working out.. Left me, Din, Ibrahim and Gowtham.. Then we left the gym at 11.45 am.. Gowtham went home while the three of us, me, Din and Ibrahim went for jogging.. Jogged 5 rounds around bedok stadium.. Sprinted during the last round.. Slacked for awhile then went for lunch at 'Mukmin'.. The food was ok ah.. Then walked to Ibrahim's place.. Decided to slack there.. Hahaha.. Had so much fun and laughter.. Wanted to watch some CD but the CD player is just wasting our time.. Kept on trying and trying.. Then, it can operate.. Watched a malay film, 'Duyung'.. Watched till 4 pm.. Then walked home.. Haha.. Khairuddin and Ibrahim are now fast asleep as they're tired leaving me the only one standing.. Hahaha ! xD

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Had a House meeting yesterday, Friday... Was made the level captain.. Lols ! xD All thanks to those people who wrote my name and signed me up.. Hahaha.. Don't know what to say and do right now.. Playing music, in band is all I could think of.. I don't know why but when I play, the sound which I produced is not good enough, not up to my standard.. I should start to improve right now.. Improve on my tone, tune, note, sound, everything.. Have been learning music for the past one whole year up till now.. I should start improving on my music skills, not only that but including my studies.. I just want a great N level result slip in my hands 11 months later from now.. A result so great that it'll make myself proud.. To go to ITE and then excel into a brand new world ahead.. Start to reach out for the goal everyone have made right now.. Start to make it come true, rather than dreaming of it but to no avail of getting it.. What should I do ? What should I say ?



Ahh~~ The feeling of the day, 12th April 2008, SYF Outdoor are all coming back to me.. The 8 months of trainings under the hot blazing sun.. Everyone was tearing, sweating, moaning in pain.. Memories of the trainings for the past 8 months won't be erased from my mind.. The actual day, people screaming and shouting, cheering and wailing.. Ahh~~ For now, we PYMB will be concentrating on SYF Indoor 2009. Just 2 more months and I'll be stepping down from PYMB. Hais.. Time really flies..

Stupid -.- School was ok... Went for a haircut this afternoon... Prices went up during this period of time.. Will I look better in my new haircut ? -.- Nothing much to say..

Have been sick for the past 5 days.. Recovering hour by hour, day by day.. Damn bored luh staying at home.. Nothing to do..

Apologies for not updating my blog.. Have been suffering from Food Poisoning.. It really sucks to the core.. Vomiting and visiting the toilet for umpteen times.. Damn.. Giddiness.. Worst case scenario, I fainted this morning, at 6.08 am.. While going to the toilet, I fainted on the spot.. Damn.. When will I ever recover ? ><

I've been feeling rather, rather sleepy all this while.. Throughout the whole 3 weeks of school, I have not even a single urgency to start studying yet.. But, now.. I've totally realised that I seriously need to start studying now or else I'll start to regret.. Study, Study, Study.. Subjects which I'll be studying hard for, would be Maths and Science.. Science is already giving me a headache although it's rather simple.. We just have to memorise all the formulas and solutions.. I can't even have a proper sleep.. What should I do ? I should probably get started right now.. Organise a timetable.. I REALLY SHOULD BUCK UP AND STUDY HARD !! Argh ! Common tests ! Mid Year Exam ! Prelim ! 'N' Level ! Argh !

Went to gym with Khairuddin, met him at 9.. We're both excited whenever we go for work outs.. Haha xD Then at 10.19 am, Gowtham, Ricky, Yanto and Ariff came.. Was glad to see them come.. I admire the tuba section's bonding, character, attitude and friendship.. They always does things together.. Saw Ricky, Yanto and Ariff running on the treadmill together.. Haha.. They're really bonded.. Then, they did their own things.. Ricky was with me, wanting to know how to use the equipments.. So, I taught him.. Khairuddin was already tired, but not me.. I'm abit ragged up, but still can go on.. Haha xD Then, we left the gym at 12 pm.. Everyone went on their seperate ways.. After that, went home and showered, changed.. Went to meet the band members at Bedok Interchange for the concert at Esplanade Concert Hall.. So, Atikah, Zhao Xun, Qin Da, Wei Jian, Gowtham, Charlotte, Shikin, Yuni, Jacqueline and Zheng De were all meeting up at Bedok Interchange.. Everyone came, then went to board the MRT to City Hall.. Winston, Joel and another alumni was there, at the station.. Reached City Hall, everyone exclude me, Wei
Jian and Qin Da went on ahead while we three waited for Ying Jie.. He reached City Hall station at 3.24 pm.. We rushed to Esplanade Concert Hall.. The SAF Central Band was good.. We reached Esplanade Concert Hall at 3.38 pm.. Waited outside till the pause, then went in.. Only had 30 minutes of music for us to listen to.. After that, went out, waited for eveyone to get out of the concert hall and waited for the band members.. There were quite a number of band member who turned up.. While waiting, saw Vania and her sister.. Haha.. Then, we went to Marina Square to have our lunch.. Majority of us went to have lunch at Long John Silver's.. Then, we went to the arcade, played a number of games then went home.. Took MRT with the remaining people.. Dropped at Tanah Merah and walked home..


Yesterday had the CCA Carnival for the Sec Ones.. Quite a number of sec ones joined the band uh.. After that, had practice.. Then, after band, quickly rushed home and showered and changed as there's a Brass Ensemble concert at NAFA.. Went to Bedok Interchange, met the band members at the MRT station.. Then, took MRT to Bugis.. Rushed to NAFA as we were already quite late to report.. So, reached NAFA, saw Mr.Poh, Chen Pei, Edwin, Norman and his gf, Zach, Firdaus, Nas, Fais.. Then, took tickets from Mr.Poh, went in.. The concert was great.. Enjoyed it..

Today's my birthday ! xD Had band today, rehearsed for tomorrow.. Was quite pissed by what we were told by Mr.Poh.. Hais.. After everything's done, went to 'Tropical', bought food and drink.. Then took bus home, with Zhi Kian..

Fucked up... Had band today. Performed for the sec ones.. After everything was done, went to 'Tropical', took bus home.. That's it..

Waited for bus at my bus stop... Thought that she was in that bus, so the bus went on to the next bus stop and I sprinted all the way to the next bus stop. Boarded the bus, damn ! Felt rather unwell, then she told me that she was in the next bus. Alighted and took the next bus.. Damn unwell.. So, reached school, told me that she needed a sketch book and an art folio. Bought for her, passed it to her. Then, had lessons.. PE, Science, Recess and English. Dismissed at 12.30 pm.. Waited for her to be dismissed to pass her, her stuff which was kept with me. Then, went to bubble tea shop, went back to school. Walked around, asked the P.E teachers for the gym key, but none has it. Hais.. So, went back to canteen, sat with Natalie and Fiona. Slacked with them, joked with them, laughed with them and after awhile, Wei Jian came, then at 4.30 pm, they wanted to go home so went to bubble tea shop with Wei Jian and Natalie. Fiona took bus home. Bought for Wei Jian his SIM Card. Lols ! Second one.. Then, ate at 'Tropical'.. Took bus home..

Had Band practice today.. Damn... This Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday will have even more Band practices.. Hais.. After practice, went over to 'Tropical', bought a SIM card for Bing, bought food and drinks, sat with Wei Jian, Lucille, Anwar and Ying Jie.. Then, went home with Ying Jie.. Not feeling rather well now.. Damn..

Went to the gym earlier this morning with Gowtham. Supposed to go with the tuba section but Yanto, Ricky, Arif and Andra couldn't make it as they were tired. So, met Gowtham at 11 am outside the gym. Worked out till 12 pm, then walked with him nearby his place, then went off to have my lunch at MacDonald's. Walked home, then had an hour nap. Damn tired.. Then, had a call from my father and he brought me and my brother out to eat. Ate at Arnold's Fried Chicken at City Plaza. Then, went to our Aunt's place. Watched WWE till 8 pm and went home. So, yea..

Came back from band camp yesterday. Camp was great. Had combined music for almost the whole day, every single day of the camp. Made me had cramps just sitting down, in the same position the whole day. Haha. So, the last day of the camp ended at 1.30 pm. Then, took bus to Bedok Interchange with Bing, Jon, Zhao Xun, Bryan, Jian Hao, Jaqueline and Charlotte. Went to MacDonald's with them. Then, sat with Bing, Jon and Zhao Xun. After that, walked home, showered and went to Shikin's BBQ. Went with Zhao Xun. Lols ! Reached his place and he was about to sleep xD Then, took bus 31 to Marine Terrace stop. Walked all the way to the underpass. Immediately we reached Area D. Lols ! Walked all the way to Pit 44. Saw not much band members there, only Bing and Jon. Went to to greet Shikin and her mum. Then went to the breakwater. Talked with Bing and Jon and they went to rent a bike, bought food and drinks at Burger King. Walked all the way to Burger King to meet Bing and Jon. Haha.. Then, Zhao Xun rented a bike as well, leaving me to walk again. Haha. So, walked all the way back to Pit 44. Sat down and chatted with Shikin. Then came along Zhao Xun. After awhile more, Bing and Jon came along to get some rest. Then, they went off again. Haha. Chatted with Shikin and her cousin. Along came Joel and He Tong but they went to rent a bike upon seeing Bing and Jon. Went to help out with the BBQ. Was fun helping them out uh. Talked while BBQ-ing. Lols ! So, been BBQ-ing for 2-3 hours. Then along came Wah Jing, Aidil, Elham, Jacqueline and Bryan. After some time, came Hyun Jun. Damn, when the batch of band members came, it was damn confusing. Haha.. Everyone here and there, didn't want to eat as they're shy. Haha. What's there to be shy about ? xD So, went off at 10.30 pm. Went to meet Candy and her friends. Played with the firework stick. Then sat and talked with her. It's been a long time since I've seen her.. Haha... So, we walked to MacDonald's as her friends were hungry including her but she's denying. Haha... Then, they wanted to go home but then, they wanted to take 31 but there wasn't any at where they were walking. So, I told them that 31 is at the other side.. So, walked back and in the right time for the countdown celebration. 8 more minutes to the new year, 2009 ! Haha. So, everyone was hyped up. Shouting, dancing, screaming here and there. Haha. Just total hyped up spirit. Then, it was already 10 more seconds. Haha. After the last second went off, it was total party. Haha. Then, they wanted to go home. Walked out of East Coast and tried to find bus stops which has 31 stopping there. Haha. Walked all the way to Marine Terrace. Found the bus stop, there's 31 but took 197 instead. Haha. So, took 197 to Bedok. Candy wanted to buy a drink, so accompanied her.. Walked back to her bus waiting area. Then, bade farewell to her and her friends. It seems that there will be no bus, so I ran all the way home. Reached home, charged my phone, showered. Haha.. Then, watched Channel U till 3.30 am. Eyes were already damn heavy and can't even open up.. So, switched off the TV and slept. Immediately slept.. Haha..