It's been awhile since I last blogged. Have been feeling rather down lately. I don't know why. I feel like screaming, venting out all my anger at something. But, I can't express it. Sigh.. My emotions are fucked up. I'm fucked up too. Well.. That's me. Rather hyper, excited, happy, jovial etc in the outside. But yet, I'm so fucked up in the inside. I need to have my own space. I want to just walk walk walk and walk. I want to run run run and run. Maybe pumping some iron would help me loosen up a lil.