Life of a fellow trombonist.

2010-10-12T22:20:00.004+08:00

It's been awhile since I last blogged. Have been feeling rather down lately. I don't know why. I feel like screaming, venting out all my anger at something. But, I can't express it. Sigh.. My emotions are fucked up. I'm fucked up too. Well.. That's me. Rather hyper, excited, happy, jovial etc in the outside. But yet, I'm so fucked up in the inside. I need to have my own space. I want to just walk walk walk and walk. I want to run run run and run. Maybe pumping some iron would help me loosen up a lil.

2010-08-18T15:10:00.001+08:00

Hey everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. HAHAHAHAH ! I've not been posting for the past..... Few months ? Yeahhhh :/ I'm too lazy to post luh. HAHAHAHA. I don't know what to post about right now. Hahahahhaha. GG (Y)

2010-06-27T23:56:00.001+08:00

Mood swing, mood swing, mood swing. Sighhhhhhhhh. Holiday was great, due to having band practices three times a week :D And being able to meet up with super awesome band mates :D Ah well, I'm...... I don't know. Hah. Pathetic.

2010-06-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ I've not been updating my blog, because, I'm just lazy to do so ! Sheesh. What a lazy bum I am -.- HAHAHAHAHA. Oh well, I don't know. LOL !

2010-05-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

What a day ! Had both concert and jazz band practices and was such a long and tiring day today. But still, I enjoyed the day much ! :D I apologise for not updating my blog for these few weeks. Lazy luhh~ LOL.

2010-04-09T00:08:00.001+08:00

The best moments in life, as a student of Ping Yi Secondary School was that of being a member of the most awesome marching band I've known and forever will be, Ping Yi Marching Band. I came in, in late November 2007 as a volunteer recruit. I was from NPCC but back then, I saw myself only as a band member, nothing else. I knew nothing about music. Marching, yes. I've been there and done that. But, I didn't know how to march and play music/my instrument at the same time, much less, playing any instrument. Before I came into band, I was exposed to how band was like. But, thanks to Ng Zhao Xun, he showed me videos of PYMB's SYF Outdoor '06 and Band Fiesta at Botanice Gardens. At that moment of time, I knew that, PYMB would change my last two years studying in Ping Yi into a much better and awesome way. And yes, PYMB did change my last two years in Ping Yi. As I attended the first practice, I was assigned into the Trombone section. Yes, I play the Trombone. The most unique instrument of all ochestra/band instruments. And the first person whom taught me how to play it, how to get the proper embrochure, how to get the proper sound, etc. Was none other than Carmel Joan Phillips. Yes, she did. She didn't give up teaching me and the other volunteer recruits in my section. She peservered on, and thanks to her 'never give up' attitude, I ended up playing the Trombone for PYMB. Several hours, days, weeks and months spent together with the members of PYMB. We've gone through thick and thin. To prep ourselves up for SYF Outdoor '08. This was my first ever and last SYF Outdoor competiton with PYMB. Although it's tiring and vigorous for some, I didn't give up. As what PYMB's Motto claims of the band, 'Conquer the Mind, Achieve the Dream'. That, somehow or rather, kept me going. To tell you the truth, I didn't even think that it was tiring. Marching and playing our instruments under the hot blazing sun. It wasn't. Seriously. Several months and band camps passed, it was already the day. The day where we, PYMB will show to the people out there, what we have in store for them. Central Judging for Display Band SYF '08.. We've obtained, a Silver. Yes, a Silver. All that blood, sweat and tears didn't really got wasted afterall. And yes, right now. It's just left with ONE DAY ! ONE DAY MORE ! Come on, PYMB. I know you can do it, because we believe in you. Don't keep thinking whether will you get that medal you want, don't think. Go and get it ! It is time. This is our moment. The 8 minutes of us, PYMB displaying our potential and getting that GOLD WITH HONORS ! YES !

2010-03-30T23:30:00.002+08:00

Life isn't that interesting for me, really. I don't know what to do. I sleep late and 10 hours later, I'll wake up. Shower, lunch and yeah.. The rest of my day goes on, just doing.. NOTHING ! Sheesh.

2010-03-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

Oh nooooooooooooo ! I've not been updating my blog. OMG. I'm so sorry my dear readers, well, if there were even any to begin with. HAHAHAHA. Central Judging of Display Bands SYF Outdoor 2010 is around the corner !

2010-03-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

Woke up early in the morning. 6 am. I managed to get 3.5 hours of sleep only. I don't know I couldn't get to sleep. I was dead tired last night but I still couldn't get to sleep. Had to report to AMK ITE by 8 am. For registration. Completed everything by an hour or so. Well, the day was spent great. Haha. For the other half of my day, spent it with STC(Singapore Trombone Choir). They're great company. Yes, they are :D Haha. Well, I'm so looking forward to my next practice with them. Have to improve. Malik, improve. You HAVE TO ! HAHAHAHA !

2010-03-03T00:09:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 7.30 am as I have plans with Asyraf. Met at the gym at Tampines. I was first to reach there, followed by Winston and then, Asyraf. Only the three of us. Hah. Early in the morning and, the gym is half packed. Hahaha. Both of them didn't have any mood to use the gym facilities any further, so we left for brunch ? Haha. Ate at 'Food Culture', ordered some japanese cuisine. Definitely, not my kind of food ? Didn't finish it though. Usually, I'll finish my food in a split second. HAHAHAHA ! I don't know. Maybe I've to adapt to some changes. Hahahah. Then we went off to Bedok Interchange, MacDonald's to discuss some matters. And at about 1.30 pm, off we went to school, for band practice. After practice, well, as usual. Had dinner at 'Tropical'. Ahhh~ My favourite place. Haha. And yes, I cleared the finger food. Spent $17 ON FOOD, TODAY ! WAHHHHHHHHH~ Kill me ! Anyway, here's some lyric. It's great stuff. Seriously.

Yeah I know it hurts, Yeah I know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where. Don't you hang your
head don't you give up yet when courage... starts to disappear I will be right here.

When your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around. When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. When you're falling behind, I will carry you.

Everybody cries, Everybody bleeds, No one ever said that lifes an easy thing. Thats the beauty of it, when you lose your
way, close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.

You should know now that you're not alone. Take my heart and we will find, you will find, your way home.

When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you. When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will
carry you.

2010-02-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

Finally !!! I've gotten my own personal trombone ! :D :D :D Happyyyyy~ Purchased a second hand first. A Manchester Brass Series Bb/F Trombone. Well, not only did I purchase that, I also got myself a tuning fork. HAHAHA ! Physics~ Hmmm.. Most probably, 10 years down the road or after I'm done with studies and NS, I'll most probably upgrade to a much better one. Edwards, maybe ? :D

2010-02-23T01:44:00.004+08:00

Couldn't get to sleep.. Why ? Because I kept thinking of you lately. I've been dreaming visions of you. It has been two weeks now. Hah. What is becoming of me now ? Pathetic -.- Why am I so emooooo~ ? LOL. Sigh.. My second NS Medical Checkup this Thursday. Oh, and yes. I just had a haircut this afternoon (:

2010-02-18T20:55:00.001+08:00

I've finally gotten into a course and campus. Aerospace Machine Technology/Medical Manufacturing Technology at AMK campus. Haha. The course sounds abit too... Chim, don't you think ? Hahahaha.

2010-02-17T23:06:00.001+08:00

Went to the gym at Tampines with Asyraf. The rest, didn't reply to his message I suppose or they're just busy with stuffs.. Yeah. All weak and can't get ourselves up. Hahaha. Next week, swimming at.. Jurong ? Hmmmm..

2010-02-16T02:14:00.001+08:00

Spent a whole evening at Diana's Mum's place. Was great. Having that company. Well, they didn't talk to me that much, rather, they talked amongst themselves ? Hahaha. Hope I'll be slacking with them ? Hahahaha.

2010-02-15T16:56:00.001+08:00

I'm practially dying right now.. Hahaha.

2010-02-08T20:58:00.003+08:00

Today, went for a swim at Tampines Swimming Complex with the same co. as yesterday but Ming Kwang(the one whom suggested swimming today) didn't turn up, due to some problems at home(what he told me). So, only Asyraf and Bryan turned up. Well, we had some amount of fun still :D Woohooo ! Hahahaha. Swam till 6.30 pm and headed to KFC for our dinner. Ahh~ What a meal I had. Shrooms burger and large Pepsi and mashed potato ! :D

Edit-ed;
But before meeting them, I went to City Hall. To find Guan Guan at his workplace. Gave him $50. Money fly~ T.T But I believe, this would be a good investment :D $20 for the Yamaha 51 small shank mouthpiece and $30 for my Arban book. Woohooo~

Yesterday, went to the gym with Asyraf, Bryan and Ming Kwang, at Tampines. My first time there though. Haha. Did a good workout although it was an hour of workout. I came late, that explains the short workout. Hah. After that, went to have dinner at BBQ Chicken. First time there too ? HAHAHA. Oh my.. I seriously have no life. Hah.

2010-01-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

A picture is worth
A thousand words
But a picture of you
Is worth much more

I couldn’t describe, such lovely eyes
As blue as water, reflecting the skies
I couldn’t describe, such a smile
That’s whiter than snow, by a mile
I couldn’t describe, your wavy hair
It flows like waves on a teddy bear
I couldn’t describe a girl like you
No words could define what is so true

No one thinks this
Will last that long
But my love for you will
Prove them wrong

I think of you
Almost every day
But when I see you
I’m lost for words to say

You hold my hand
Please don’t let go
You smile at me and
Right then I know

That you love me back…

Just mere thoughts that I've been having all these while.. Sigh.

2010-01-24T20:35:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, attended Anglican High's concert. Gave AudioImage practice a miss. Well, I didn't regretted missing practice. But still, the next practice would be after CNY. Sigh. What am I to do without AudioImage practice ? The concert was... BOOMZ !! HAHA. It was superb. Went alone, well.. That's me, I suppose ? Sigh.

Well, for today.. It sucks. Yes, IT SUCKS !

2010-01-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

Is there any interesting happenings for me to post about ? I think there's none ? Life sucks when you have nothing to do, at all. Just waking up and then, realising that you have no whatsoever plans for the remaining hours of the day.

2010-01-10T18:52:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself.. Yesterday was my birthday. Yeah. Sigh. Today AudioImage Wind Ensemble's performance ! :D Singaporean Wind Music Showcase. Full house. That's a good thing but then again, we want more audience ! :D HAHAHA. I'm beat right now.. Sigh. Although I'm 18, it sucks. Nothing much happened yesterday. Had TJ Open House performance. It was great performing with them. LOL. Not even a single soul gave me a present D: And I'm shocked to see that my twin got a present from his friends o.o Perhaps, I'm a loner. I've always been alone. HAHAHA. Can't be helped anyway. Sigh. Thanks TJCSB :D It's been great playing music with all of you. HAH ! I had my first ever birthday cake, yesterday. Pathetic right ? To have the first ever birthday cake when you only turn 18. Pffft -.- I'm dead tired.

Edited; I did receive a birthday present yesterday. And it was a merit bursary ! :D

2010-01-06T20:19:00.003+08:00

As I bought today's copy for 'The New Paper', one article really pissed me off and it even made me look down on Singaporeans ! It's so frustrating to know that a girl, was groped openly by men at the Sentosa Siloso Beach Countdown Party '09. And another thing which made me extremely disgusted by Singaporeans is that, they'd rather flash out their handphones and cameras, taking pictures and recording down the horrifying act of some men, groping a helpless girl, who seem to be in a very small bikini wear. It may seem that the girl is asking for it but, why won't fellow Singaporeans come to aid her, being groped helplessly by men ? Pffft. And they even DARE to record it down and take pictures of it. What the hell is wrong with these people ?! How can Singaporean women be safe in public places/parties when this kind of thing could happen during an overly crowded Countdown Party ? It's utterly shameful ! I'm ashamed of Singaporeans ! Why didn't they help that poor girl ? Why just stand there, enjoy the incident and even take photos and have it videoed ?

2009-12-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today, marks the end of the year 2009. Tomorrow, marks the new beginning for the year 2010. Which means, I have to really plan out what I want for the year 2010. Sigh. I wonder what's in store for me in the year 2010. Ahh. Memories down the lane of 2009. SYF Indoor '09, obtained a silver. Which is good. And therefore, we must do our utmost best for next year, SYF Outdoor '10. I don't know what to post for tonight. Sigh. I think there's too much stuffs in my head right now that I can't even let it all out. Well, no one called me out. Pathetic isn't it ? Pfft. I had to spend the last day of 2009, all alone, listening to my songs -.- Well, I hope all of you out there are having fun spending the last few hours of tonight, counting down to a brand new year.

2009-12-31T00:26:00.003+08:00

How I wished, time could stop for me then, it'll great for the time we spent tonight. Met Jing Yi at 1845 hours at City Hall MRT. I was there, real early. Reached there at 1800 hours. Hahahaha. There was Philharmonic Youth Concert tonight, so I went with her. Went straight to City Hall after leaving from PY band camp. Had TJ band practice in the morning. Sight read a lil. Yeah. So, back to tonight :D She reached and off we went to the waterfront. The concert was alright ? Can't really describe. Too tired I suppose and not much feeling came out from their playing. LOL. So, both me and Jing Yi sat on the parapet. Kinda stoned ? ;x Just listening to it and not clapping. Yeah. Haha. Then, off we went. To... I don't know. Jing Yi led the way. She's my tour guide for tonight ! HAHAHAHA. Went to 'Frolick'. Went home after that. And now, my interview for my fitness training course wasn't successful. Damn. Have to apply for other courses then. Hope I could get into culinary ? Sigh. Otherwise I'll have to go bald and head for camp ! NATIONAL SERVICE. LOLOL~

2009-12-26T21:42:00.003+08:00

Okay. So, for today. Went out with Hao Hao(Chun Hong) and Guan Guan. Hahahaha. Met them at 2.30pm, Esplanade Library. It was raining real heavily while on my way to City Hall. The early days of doomsday. Hahahaha. Well, after reaching City Hall, went to Esplanade Library and found them. Sat at the cafe and guess what ? We have to purchase something in order to sit there. What logic is this ?! HAHAHAHA. It's really, LOL ! :D Hao Hao taught Guan Guan theory grade 5. Yeah. While I was sitting there, drawing out the design for my new section tee. Went off to Esplanade Concert Hall at 4pm. Should've gone later. We were sitting like, so near to the stage. Just two rows infront. Hahah. How near can it be ? LOL. Okay. The concert was great, solos here and there. After that, went to Burger King for dinner. Then, went to Plaza Sing Yamaha as Hao Hao wanted to look for something. After that, both me and Hao Hao went home while Guan Guan went off to find his friend to accompany her for dinner or should I say, a date ? Hahahahahah.

Edited; Oh. And in the morning. The excruciating pain from my eye injury came back. Damn. Luckily it went away after I woke up.

2009-12-24T22:32:00.001+08:00

I want to gain weight ! I want fats ! People are dying to lose weight while I'm dying to gain weight. Haha.

2009-12-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

Discharged from hospital. No more visits. Haha. Planned to attend Phil Youth's concert at VCH. But in the end, there were no more tickets. Box office closed. Wth. Can't be helped. So, I walked around City Hall/Raffles Place. Well, had some memories there. Ah. Stayed till 9.30 pm and off, to Bedok.

2009-12-22T20:10:00.001+08:00

All I want for Christmas, is you.

2009-12-20T23:29:00.002+08:00

What a Sunday ! :D Had the first AI gathering at Lai Yee's place. Reached Clementi at 2.30 pm and waited for Guan Guan. Walked to Lai Yee's place as it's quite near to the MRT station. Had so much fun. Hahaha. Not that many turned up for the gathering, but still, had loads of fun. Playing the Wii. HAHAHAHA. I was the top scorer ! Woohooo~ LOLOL~ Went off with Sofian and Guan Guan. Sofian dropped Guan Guan at Dover MRT, while I followed him to Queenstown Mall in search for PS3. Haha. Then, he decided to go to Parkway Parade. Bought the PS3 from one of his student's work place. Had supper at KFC, then home.

2009-12-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

Took my N lvl result today. Got a 'U' for Maths, as always. Hah. Got a 'C' for Music. Damn ! Tsk. Well, I've chosen my courses. Fitness Training at Bukit Batok, Culinary Skills(Western), Pastry and Baking, Service Skills(Tourism) at Clementi, Security Technology, Communications Care & Social Service at Simei, Digital Animation at MacPherson, Visual Communication at Tampines. I'd prefer Bukit Batok and Clement, although they're abit off my area. Hah. Well, if I really must travel if I have interest right ? Precisely~ LOL.

2009-12-16T20:40:00.002+08:00

Wanted to catch 'Planet 51', but not enough time. So, watched 'Storm Warriors' instead. Great movie, I suppose. Hahah. I was alone, all alone. No one accompanied me. How come I'm always alone, people wonder. Hahah. Bo bian. LOL.

2009-12-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

Had lunch with Chen Shan at Bedok Mac's. She was late, an hour late. LOLOL. Well, it's alright though :D I don't mind waiting. Hahaha. Well, she had Double Cheeseburger meal while I had my main meal, McSpicy Upsized. The chicken tasted a lil' weird. Lol. So, talked and talked and talked for like 2 hours or more. Went off to Watsons as she wanted to buy some stuffs. Hah. She didn't know what she wanted to buy and I didn't know what she wanted to buy in the first place. So, looked around Watsons. Facial wash, face cream, pimple cream, whatever cream. Hahaha. And she's really funny. She went up to something which she didn't know and I know what it was, and so, she couldn't tell what it was and then I told. She was shocked. HAHAHAHA. Ownage~ :D So, went off at 7.30 pm. At least I didn't rot for the whole day of today :D

2009-12-15T13:27:00.002+08:00

Went for work with Jolene. Door to door selling ice cream -.- Oh my tian. Hahaha. Went to Tiong Bahru. Sales was not bad(?) Sold 6 boxes. To be honest, the price is very expensive. For just 1 litre, such small box for $10.70. Suck blood luh. LOL. I'm not sure whether should I go and work later. Hahaha.

2009-12-13T23:20:00.004+08:00

Damn ! I forgot to update about what happened last Friday. LOL. FIESTA VOYAGE '09 ! Woohooo~ It was AWESOME :D I'm so gonna miss all of them. No more playing music with them anymore. Kinda sad, you know. Well, life still has to go on. I think this post is short ? Yeah well, I don't know what to post about anyway. Hah.

2009-12-09T00:24:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that I actually slept for 10~12 hours ! Oh my tian~ Practiced, practiced and practiced for today. Did tonguing exercises for two hours straight. It's fun ! :D Went for TJCSB Alumni band practice in evening. Ahh. Playing music. It's such a great feeling. Hah. After practice, walked back home. Yeah. So there. My life is kinda boring. Lol.

2009-12-05T21:50:00.003+08:00

TJCSB camp was fun. Although the day camp and the first day of the camp was rather intensive, but it's still fun~ Had night walk yesterday night. Started at 11 pm. That's very late though. Haha. Supposed to start at 8 or something ? Yeah. Watched 'Coming Soon' during the movie screening. I was the last to go ! Wth~ LOL. Quite boring la. As expected. I knew where they were hiding and all. After the night walk, was time to sleep. The whole of us, the brasses, went to the Sports Complex to sleep. Haha. Was damn fun, sleeping in the outside area. Woke up at 7.30 am the next morning. Went to shower at 8 am. Couldn't believe that today was the last day. Sad D: Well, life still has to go on.. Hah. Breakfast at 9.30 am till 10.30 am. Combined till 11.45 am and lunched till 12.45 pm. After lunch, cleaning of instruments. Dismissed. Haha. Is my post boring ? Maybe so. LOL. Supposed to have AI practice today, but gave it a miss. Well, I suppose that's it ?

2009-12-02T23:44:00.001+08:00

Instead of 3 days 2 nights camp tomorrow, it's been changed to 2 days 1 night. Due to A level ending on friday. So, the start of the camp will be on Friday then.

2009-11-30T21:52:00.002+08:00

Had a game of badminton and basketball today. Met Ying Jie, Ryan, Qin Da and Ryan's sister at Bedok CC. Couldn't book the court as it has been booked till 6.30 pm. So, went over to Fengshan CC. Booked the court till 5.30 pm. Called Zhi Kian to come over. Had a good round of badminton with them and then went on to play basketball with Zhi Kian and some others. After a very exhausting rounds of basketball, carried on with my badminton. Went off at 5 pm to meet with my dad and stepmother. Went home to keep my racket, but got locked out. No one was home. Luckily the main door wasn't locked. So, I threw my racket and shoes inside. Hahaha. Had dinner at Bedok Food Center.

2009-11-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

TJCSB practice today. Was alright, as usual. After practice, had lunch with Chun Hong, Guan Guan and Iskandar at Bedok, S99. First time having lunch together. Haha. Hope that we'll be able to do that before our service in TJCSB ends. That would be sad D: Band camp next week ! Concert in just two weeks time ! Woohooo ! :D People ! If you're interested to attend the concert, do inform me A.S.A.P ! I've got 10 tickets here ! $8 each. The concert is on the 11th Dec, Friday, 7.30 pm at TJC's Auditorium.

2009-11-26T21:48:00.003+08:00

Had TJCSB practice today. Met Bing and Co. right after practice. Went to ACSI for a concert by their symphonic band and wind ensemble. I don't really know how to comment on them, so they're rather good ? Hah.

2009-11-25T20:39:00.003+08:00

Couldn't get to sleep last night. I don't fucking know the reason why ! -.- Had TJCSB practice today. Fun, as always :D My eyes couldn't take it. They're getting drier and drier.

2009-11-24T22:16:00.003+08:00

Went to the gym with Gowtham. At least he's early. Hah. Fucked up, boring day. Pffft. I don't know what to do with my life right now. Fuck that. Hah.

2009-11-23T21:48:00.004+08:00

Went back to school for band. Nothing much though. Friend on mine commented on the standard of the band. It really went down six feet under. Hah. Just as I had always expected. I'm having this mixed feeling. Confused. Vexed. Troubled. Tsk. I don't know what to do. Hah.

2009-11-23T00:35:00.002+08:00

A bloody boring day. What's more, my mum has been a totally bitch for the whole day.

2009-11-21T21:07:00.003+08:00

Recognition Ceremony '09 (R.O.D)

I didn't know that TJCSB had practice today until Steph messaged me, asking whether I was coming for practice. I rushed my way there. Showered as fast as I could. Took a cab and reached TJ in a few minutes. Did the same pieces. After practice, rushed back home and changed. Not many people turned up for the ceremony. Well, that can't be helped. Overall, the whole ceremony was good. But the food wasn't enough. HAHAHAHA ! :D

2009-11-20T21:37:00.002+08:00

I feel exhausted but then again, I'll still be full of energy. Well, that's Malik for you :D Wuahahaha. Had TJCSB practice today. From 9am~12pm. Had sectionals. Same three pieces; Journey, Ponyo and Jungle. Dismissed and off I went to Ping Yi. Yet another practice, but they're rehearsing for R.O.D, which is tomorrow. I'm all vexed and confused on what to wear tomorrow. My bottom that is. I've already got my top but couldn't get my bottom. So, I have to make do with whatever I have in my wardrobe. Tsk. I had yet another practice at 7pm~9pm. TJCSB Alumni practice. Was asked by my SL whether do I want to stay and play along with them and so, I agreed. Why not ? :D I mean, there's a great opportunity for me to learn and also, playing music with others. That's cool. But, the outcome of the Alumni practice was bad. Not many turned up but I've got the pieces which they'll be playing. Chester Overture for Band, American Graffiti XIX and Japanese Graffiti XIV. Yeah.

2009-11-19T20:26:00.001+08:00

Bought my outfit at AMK Hub, Options Apparell. A freaking $129 -.- Not enough budget to get myself a pair of dress pants. Tsk. That sucks terribly. What am I to wear with my top ? D: Ahh. I'm poorer than poor.

2009-11-18T21:32:00.002+08:00

Had TJCSB practice today. Woohooo~ It's been ages since I have to wake up so early in the morning to prepare for band practice. Ahhh~ Miss those times. Had practice for a whole day, 9am~5pm. Awesome luh. Was fun playing music. Well, of course. If you enjoy playing music, then it's always awesome :D Wuahahaha. After lunch, everyone was rather tired ? Yeah. Hah. And there I am, being just... Myself :D Weird and Crazy one. Wuahahaha :D

2009-11-16T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hot and cold, hot and cold. This two temperatures have been going high and low everyday. First, it'll get blazing hot and then freezing cold. What's with the climate ? Tsk. We're facing the early days of doomsday uh ? Pffft. Stupid.

2009-11-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

Went to the gym with Winston, Deyuan and Gowtham. Met Winston at 9.19 am at Bedok Stadium's bus stop. Bought our entry tickets and went to the gym. Deyuan came soon after. Gowtham was extremely late, as always. Suppossedly wanted to meet me at 9 am outside the gym, but he just woke up at 10.12 am. How great uh ? LOL. And he only used the gym for around 15-20 minutes ? Wasted his time coming, seriously. Haha.

2009-11-15T00:32:00.002+08:00

Went for Tune-in Session with Temasek Junior College Symphonic Band. And it was awesome :D Had fun. Played games before starting off for practice. Well, I guess I'll be joining them for their Band Fiesta ? Hah. Most probably I will be joining them since I have nothing much to do. I need to work on alot of things. I'm lagging behind.

2009-11-12T21:59:00.003+08:00

I feel extremely insignificant. I felt very faint for the whole day. A bad headache. Hah. I don't know why. Maybe. Yeah. Maybe that's why.

2009-11-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

Oh. How great. Someone approached me today and told me that he had "lost" his wallet, containing his paycheck of $3,000 and some other stuffs -.- He wanted some money to take a transport and even told me that he'll pray for me. Great uh ? Pfffft.

2009-11-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

I have no life. Seriously. What should I do with all these days without work nor school ? Just sleep them all off ? Pffft. I'm just practically wasting my life. I don't know what to do. Well as a matter of fact, I don't have anything to do. Of all people, I ran into you. Why ? I don't know.

2009-11-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

I'm exhausted. Why can't I sleep ? Why am I the only one having difficulties sleeping ? Am I troubled over something ? Yeah, I guess so. I need a huge dosage of sleeping pills. Let me sleep in peace. Tsk.

2009-11-06T23:35:00.003+08:00

Day 5; Rainy day

Three things I always do. Missing you, missing you, missing you. Ah. Caught a cold. Tsk. YES ! She's coming back soon ! Woohooo :D

2009-11-05T22:11:00.001+08:00

Day 4; Rainy day

Thinking of you each and every minute of everyday. The day was wet and cold. Went to the gym with Zhi Kian. Finally. THE GYM ! LOL. It's been ages since I've went there. Ahh. Weight training, resistance. Feels so good. Kept raining still. YES ! She's coming back tomorrow midnight. Woohooo !

2009-11-04T21:38:00.005+08:00

Day 3; Fine day.

I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have. I miss you. Woke up at 9.30 am. Showered, changed and bought something for my Grandma. Then off I went to Bedok to meet up with Hong Guan and Co. Felix, Hong Guan, Hong Lim and Ben were already there. Decided to have breakfast at Mac's as I haven't had mine yet. Then Zhi An came and some few minutes later, Judy came. Took 31 to TM. Played arcade. Tekken 6. Huat ah ! HAHAHAHA. Then to CS. Again, Tekken 6. Hah. Had lunch at LJS. And off we went to Vivo. Couldn't top up my ez-link just because my $10 note was torn -.- It's still money -.- Lucky I could have it exchanged. Hah. Walked around Vivo and bought Xtreme Sour candy from Candy Empire. Shared it with Felix. Went up to Sky Park and took pictures. Home after that :D

2009-11-03T18:37:00.002+08:00

She's gone for Perth, Australia.

Day 1; Rainy Day.

I miss you. Got woked up by construction, just right above my flat. Tsk. Didn't do much. Stayed at home practically the whole day. I was surprised to receive a message from her at night. Hah :D

Day 2; Fine Day.

I want you here, beside me. Ah. Tired. Woke up at 11. Totally bored, throughout the whole day till now. Tsk. I need to work, make money, kill time. Anyone willing to give me a job ? Please~ LOL. Met Zhi Kian and Co. at Blk 77. Played basketball. Finally. It's been ages since I've played basketball. Sharpshooter ! :D Hahahaha.

2009-11-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know what should I do. It's hard to decide. Tsk.

2009-10-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

Ahhh~ Spent the afternoon with her (: Bing, Lotte, Jeremy and Zheng De tagged along with me. Went to meet her at Outram Park MRT and off we went, to Vivo (: HAH ! Just wonderful. Spending the afternoon with her (: I can't wait for... WEDDDNNNEESSSDAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~ :DDDDDDDDD

2009-10-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

A very well spent afternoon, I must say :D Browsing through our childhood photos and talking about our early days of life. Crapping here and there. Laughing, smiling, hugging :D Talking about lil' kids. How well could our afternoon be ? I only wished that this afternoon won't change for the night. I just want that afternoon.

2009-10-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

Did you all know ? I met with a mishap during work. And now, I'm somewhat blind in one eye. Hahaha ! This guy, hit my specs accidentally and well, my specs scratched my eye and the skin got torn. Damn. Hope I'll recover soon and will be able to see properly and to see her as well. Without a blurry and teary vision. I miss you (:

2009-10-16T23:05:00.003+08:00

Woohoooo~ Went swimming again. Hahaha. Zhi Kian, Chu Han, Rahman and Joshua. Yeah~ Had loads of fun. Wuahahahaha ! Will do this more often :DDDDDDD

2009-10-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

Had a graduation night(?) today. Which started at 11 am and they called it a graduation night ? WTF. Supposed to be prom night, but instead, they changed it to graduation night and in this case, we have to be in full school uniform. Fuck ! _|_ I swear, that it wasted my time. But, was worth it. Today, officially marks the day which we've graduated from secondary school. The buffet was... ok ? Ate lunch together with Winston, De Yuan, Chen Shen, Alan, Zhi Kian, Samuel, James, Shindy, Puey Hoon, Ya Ling. Took pictures with great friends whom had been with me since the day I went into primary and secondary school. A new journey will be starting soon. Once I get my N level results. Wonder where will I be able to go to and what course would I be able to take ? After the party, played basketball. A final game of basketball with Winston and Co. in school. Had fun. Obviously. Haha :D Since they were great friends :D Well, a message to you guys. Good luck and all the best for your O level, alright ? :D

2009-10-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

Woohooo ! Went swimming with Zhi Kian and Chu Han. It's been ages since I went for a swim. Ahhhh~ Swimming feels so good :D :D

2009-10-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

Went to Century Square, watched 'Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs'. Supposed to watch it with Bing but.. Didn't. Watched it alone afterall. OMG. So pathetic luh. After the movie, went to buy a leather wrist brace and a belt. Saw Eda. Walked around and went to TM. Saw Shanice and Co. Then went back to Bedok and had super late lunch at Mac's and went home.

2009-10-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

Finally the N level is over but I'll be damn bored, staying at home the whole day, practically every single day ! Damn !!!

2009-10-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today was CPA Paper. Was alright. After the paper, went to have breakfast at the canteen, stayed till 11 am and went home. Was rather bored at home, so I went out. Went to 'Tropical' with Chu Han and slacked there till Zhi Kian arrived. Both Chu Han and Zhi Kian were waiting for Winnie and Co. to come. LOL. They came around 3.30 ? Slacked further and went off to Bedok 85. Went to 'Al-fiah Restaurant' to have our lunch there. I gave everyone a treat. LOL ! First time eh. Then walked to a playground and played a fool. Hahaha. Had fun and went home after some time.

2009-10-06T21:13:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA ! Guess what ? Maths Paper 1 was FUCKING SHIT !!! Only did a few questions ? LOL !!

2009-10-05T20:55:00.001+08:00

Whoa ! It's been ages since I've update my blog. Well, sorry mates. Fell sick for 5 whole days. Felt very miserable and got a total of 4 jabs and 1 blood test. Cool uh ?! Hahahhaa. Woohoooo ! Had N level Science Paper 1 and 2 today. Was SUPER EASY LUH !!!!!!!!!!! OMG !!!! HAHAHAHA ! But I'm not sure whether I'm gonna get over 50 marks. LOL !! Well, tomorrow will be Maths Paper 1. DIE LUH !!! HAHAHA !

2009-09-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone. After school, chiong-ed to the main road and hailed for a cab. Went to Century Square to watch 'Accident'. Not bad la. The ending was random ? Haha. After the movie, walked around. Saw Yuni and Co. at Mac's. I was hungry and decided to find a place to eat and guess what ? We ate at DeliFrance. OMG ! LOL. First time, eating at a first class restaurant. Haahahahhaha ! Ordered the set meal of the day. Grilled chicken and mushroom sauce. Quite nice. Just that I hate the grilled chicken. Look at all that fats ! Tasting that fat, damn disgusting luh ! Hahahaha. After that, went home.

Well, fuck all of this ! What's the use of having a family which looks down on you, keeps nagging, scolding and shouting at you ? What the fuck is their problem ? A piece of dog crap, I would say !

2009-09-23T21:50:00.001+08:00

Well, the rest of the N level papers are just two weeks away. Woohoo ! But, I'm not even anxious, worried, stressed. I'm laid-back. HAHAHAHAH ! Enjoying life I must say :D

Went to meet Asyraf at Bedok Interchange at 3 pm. Went to MacDonald's and he took pictures of the flute which I'll be selling off. Then walked around. Went to Watsons, Sheng Shiong and home. Hahaha.

2009-09-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

A Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin

To all my muslim friends and family. Well, the day was alright. Seeked forgiveness from my family. Waited for our Aunt to come and then, the three of us, siblings went to our Dad's place. Slacked there till 8+(?) Then went home. Damn bored luh. Hahaha. Finally, I CAN WORK OUT WITH FOOD IN MY STOMACH !!! HAHAHAHA !!

2009-09-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

Beethoven | Virus; a great show. Damn. Two days and I'm through till the 10th episode.

2009-09-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

Fever have already subsided. Stayed at home practically the whole day. Damn. What a boring day. I would have been out, enjoying life. Being sick, is not that good either. So now, I'm very tired. Even though I've taken an afternoon nap. I'm not always one whom sleeps all the time. Well, that depends :P

2009-09-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

Damn ! I'm so confused right now that I don't know who to turn to. It's all about them. Them, them, them ! Why can't all of you change ? Is it too much to ask for ? You've all disappointed the seniors.

2009-09-08T21:12:00.001+08:00

Temperature went up to 39. Cool~ LOL. Had MT LC paper today. Wth~ MT leh. I hate MT !! Malay language ain't good, it's not suitable for me. Mandarin and Dialect is better ! :D Went straight home after the paper. Nothing to do in school. Felt damn giddy as well.

2009-09-07T19:31:00.002+08:00

A sleepless night for me last night. Kept tossing and turning. Coughed very badly and my body temperature shot up to 37.7 degrees. Stayed awake till the time to head for school. Damn. Did my N level papers in the Isolation Room 1. Went to the field to see the band members painting the field for the outdoor march. After my EL LC paper, slacked with the band mates till they were done with the painting. Had fun. Crapped a lot. Haha. Mr Poh treated us, canadian pizza. LOL. After eating, we crapped alot. Mr Poh talked to us about his army days. Cleaned up the field and went home.

2009-09-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

Have been coughing really badly for the whole day today. I don't know the reason why. Tomorrow's the day for N level to begin. I'm not even stressed, nervous or anxious. I just want it to end. After N level, I don't know what I should do. Find a job ? Yeah, I should. To have a stable income. Well, good luck to me tomorrow. MT written paper and EL listening comprehension paper. What a waste of time. MT at 8 am, EL at 2 pm -.-

SU YEEEEEEEEE~ I'm so gonna miss you~ D: Do take care of yourself alright ? Although I won't be able to contact you for two days, well, I'll still miss you :D

2009-09-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

After PY band practice, slacked with Zhao Xun and Jolene at 'Tropical'. Didn't eat, just bought a upsized orange lemon soda and a bottle of mineral water. Then, off I went for AI band practice :D :D

2009-09-03T21:22:00.001+08:00

Nothing much to post on today. Nothing much happened. Well, that leaves me with just 4 more days, excluding today to N level. Damn. I'll no longer be in school after that. How fast time flies.

2009-08-30T21:48:00.002+08:00

Well.. Woke up at 12.30 pm. Watched TV then showered. Practiced trombone for an hour or so and used the com. What a boring day. I swear.

2009-08-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

Got a distinction for English. For both Mathematics and Science, a 'U' grade. For MT, Music and CPA, a 'B' grade.

As I look at them. I see no leader in anyone of them. Not a single one taking the initiative.

2009-08-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

What's the point of attending band when you don't even have the interest to learn ?
What's the point of attending band when you don't even have the interest for band ?
These are two questions which is running through my mind. But still, there are more questions. I'm very fed up with them already. Try as I might, I can't seem to see the good side of the band.

2009-08-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

5th day of the fasting month. The day was alright. Mr Lionel Poh didn't come. Shiok uh ! xD Waited for Zhi Kian after school. He had lesson till 3 pm but got extended till 3.20 pm. Then, slacked outside Palm Cove and then went to to fitness corner and slacked with Amelia and Co. Bunch of crazy horny asses xD After that, went to Sheng Shiong to buy cooking oil. Then headed for home.

2009-08-25T21:37:00.003+08:00

Went for my appointment for my NS medical checkup. Heart scan at Alexandra Hospital. ENT test at CMPB. From PES D status, downgraded to PES C status. Ahhh~ Due to hearing problem. Dad left for home while we were at CMPB. From 11, I had to wait till 1.30 pm. 2 and a half hours in AC. Was shivering like mad. LOL ! The whole procedure ended at 3.30 pm. Was relieved to be able to go home :D

2009-08-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

Watched 'Where Got Ghost ?' with Bing and Jeremy :D I would rate the movie a; LOL, LMAO, ROFL ! HAHAHAHA. They were eating Nachos, Popcorn and drinking coke while I'm sitting there, watching the movie, without eating anything or drinking anything. Because I'm... FASTING. LOL ! After the movie, walked around and went to TM. Arcade. Took MRT to Bedok and went home. Charged my phone for awhile and off I went for AI practice. Met Sofian at Interchange to buy food for our break fast. Then off we went to Siglap South CC. The practice was good as always. Had dinner/supper with Double 'G' and Jeff. Then went home.

2009-08-21T21:36:00.001+08:00

Went for band. Damn it. Quite pissed at how they are right now. They don't have that rive to succeed anymore. I don't see it anymore. Utterly disappointed. Tomorrow's the first day of the fasting month. Tsk.

2009-08-20T20:58:00.002+08:00

For the past two days, I went to Yong Siew Toh Conservatory of Music for the Boston Brass Masterclass concert and brass clinic.

Tuesday;
While slacking at my area. Bing called me asking me to go together with them. So, I went off. Leaving Chu Han all by himself. LOL. Bus-ed down to Bedok Inter. The rest of the brass mates went off first. Met Bing, He Tong and Adrain(the short one) LOL. The three of us, stood directly around him in the MRT. LOL. So, we reached Clementi and took 96 from Clementi Temp Int. The brass quintet consists of two trumpets(Jose Sibaja and Jeff Conner), one trombone/euphonium(Lance LaDuke), one horn(Chris Castellanos) and one tuba(Andrew Hitz). We met the rest of the brass mates at the bus stop. Sat beside Mr Poh. LOL ! The concert ended at 9.30 pm. The bus was packed. So, we walked to the bus stop before where we were at. Too bad for both me and Bing. Everyone got up the bus except both of us D: So, we..... RAN ! HAHAHA. We chased the bus. Damn fun ! :D In the end, we walked to the bus stop at Blk 410 and took 151 there. Took MRT. Bing alighted at Bedok while I alighted at Tanah Merah.

Wednesday;
Bing asked me to go to the Boston Brass Masterclass Brass Clinic with them. Took our instruments from the brass store. Slacked at Palm Cove for awhile then off I went to Bing's place. He was still at 'Tropical' when I called him. So, waited for him under the block. He came after 5 minutes later. Went up. Jeremy came later. Played trombone for awhile. Showered. LOL. We were playing Devil May Cry 4 till 5 pm. It rained earlier, before we headed out. Went to the hair salon where both me and Bing got our haircut at. Bing wanted to style his hair and so does Jeremy. Then, we cab-ed down to Yong Siew Toh Conservatory. The brass clinic was great. Laughter and knowledge. The bus was packed once again. Walked again. LOL ! Bing, Wei Jian and Yan Zhi went off ahead. Leaving me and my friend. Walked the wrong. Ooops ! ;x Walked back and took bus 96. Three of them were waiting for us. At least there's someone waiting. Took the MRT back to Bedok and guess what ? I had to top up. Lucky for me, I've got extra cash with me. Went to MacDonald's and saw the rest. Ate some of their food :D and went home. LOL !

Today;
Nothing much happened today. Played Audi. Like finally. New songs are now available. That's better :D LOL.

2009-08-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

Went to watch movie with Bing, Lotte, Jacq, Bryan and Jian Hao at the last minute as Bing wanted me to tag along and so, I did. Watched 'G.I Joe'. A damn bloody good movie. Worth watching. Went all the way to Orchard Rd. LOL. Was with Bing all the way till home while Bryan and Co. were together. Luckily there's me for Bing. LOL. At first, they wanted to watch 'UP' in 3D but was too ex ;x So they decided to watch 'Where got ghost ?' but the next time slot was at 7 pm. LOL. So, watched 'G.I Joe'. After buying the tickets, Lotte and Jacq wanted to buy "high class cookies" (Famous Amos Cookies). So, both me and Bing bought "low class cookies" from 7-11. LOL ! But, the taste is quite the same as the "high class cookies". Yummy ! :D 1 for a dollar while 3 for $2. So we bought 6 for $4 :D After the movie, went home straight as I have AI practice later at 6.30 pm. Reached home, saw my grand aunt and practiced my trombone for awhile and off I went. To meet Double 'G' at Bedok Interchange, bus 16 waiting area. Didn't play as good. Need to improve myself. Well, I better get more good in playing. After practice, went to KFC for dinner. Ate so much. Hahahahha ! Well, that's it for today.

2009-08-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

I'm suddenly.. Feeling so down right now.. Hais D:

2009-08-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

Whoa.. School was alright. Got back my Maths Prelim paper and English paper 1. Got 43/100 for Maths and 66/80 for English paper 1. At least for my Maths, it's better than my previous examinations overall. After school, went to play basketball at Blk 77. Damn.. Freaking tired and what a game ! Hahahha.

2009-08-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

Went for my NS Medical Checkup today. Damn. Wasted 3 hours of my life just for Singapore -.- LOL ! Woke up at 8.30 am and showered, met my dad at Bedok Interchange. Had breakfast at MacDonald's. Then took bus 16 to Red Hill. Like wtf ? -.- From Bedok to Red Hill.. In the end, we took a cab down to CMPB near Tiong Bahru. Pekcek already -.- The whole process took 3 hours ! Quickly gave the receptionist my pink form and they gave me the recruitment booklet and off we went. Took bus to Bukit Merah Interchange and took MRT from Tiong Bahru Plaza. Damn. Went to Banquet and ate dinner. Phew ! Finally. Went home.

2009-08-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

Whoa ! My three meals for yesterday was all fast food ! Now that's what I call enjoying life ! :D HAHAHAHA. What a bloody boring day.. LOL. Stayed at home practically the whole day..

How I wish, life for me would be much better.. This is all crap, I'm all so confused and I don't know why D:

2009-08-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

Had Maths Paper 2 today. Gonna flunk it. Hahhahaa. As always. After paper, slacked at the canteen and waited for every level's recess. Ms Wong still had the decoration for us to finish up. So after sec 1's recess, both me and Chu Han finished it up and went home. Reached home, took a nap. Took a nap ! It's rare for me to take an afternoon nap. LOL. Woke up, went to Zhi Kian's place as I wanted to play basketball. The ball was spoilt, so threw it away after playing. Haahahhaha. Slacked at my area, then went off to Bedok South to buy some tidbits. Then we slacked again at my area and went home.

2009-08-04T21:58:00.003+08:00

Had CPA Prelim paper. Right after doing it, I KO-ed. Can't take it. Woke up with a heavy mind. Can't wake up well. Stayed at the canteen with Chu Han. Then, helped Ms Ng with the National Day decorations and after that, we helped Ms Wong with the decorations as well. While helping Ms Wong, Mdm Rubiah asked me for help with the countdown board. LOL. Had a great day today.

2009-08-03T21:26:00.002+08:00

Had Music Prelim Paper today. Was a piece of cake. Supposed to leave the class at 9.15 am but Ms Goh talked to us about the order of our recording dates and as well as the order of the filing. So talked to us, class 421 and 422 till 10.30 am. Went to the canteen with Chu Han and ate with Matin, Jasmine and Co. during their recess. Then, went home, audi-ed and went back to school to return my trombone D:

2009-08-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

Went to watch 'Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince' with Bing and Zhao Xun. Met Zhao at his place. Well, actually, both me and Zhao were asked by a friend of ours, to come to TM to support her in her school's activity. So, we met Bing at Interchange; phone booth and MRT-ed down to TM. Called Ying Ru and she was stationed at the Interchange. Donated $1o and every single of our coins. HAHAHA. The movie was quite boring ? LOL. But overall, the day was well spent. Haha.

2009-08-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

Just got back from performing at the Joo Chiat National Day Dinner 2009. Didn't turn out that well for me as I didn't play very well D: Dinner was roughly ok and, NOT ENOUGH D: LOL ! Jeff cab-ed down to Clarke Quay and gave us a lift to Bedok. Thanks Bro :D